Hmm, shit just be so fucked up out
here in these streets mayne
You feel me? Straight up
This is the sea of life,
and I'm drownin'
I know I can swim,
but feel like I keep sinkin' down in
These waters and I can't breathe,
I feel like I'm gon' blow it
I can see people holdin' a life jacket
but they won't throw it
Entertained by my struggle and
they'd love to see me die
Why not love to see me live instead
of helpin' my family cry?
Like a homeless person with a sign,
I would work for food
Ain't no shame in bein' helpless
it's a part of payin' dues
On an everyday mission
tryin' to collect five's and ten's
So many worries I promise my bones
show right through my skin
Fancy cars and a mansion? That
ain't never been my goal
A hooptie would be fine,
plus somewhere warm when it's cold
I know what it feel like,
not to be able to call the shots
Have a pen but no time to connect,
all the dots
Therefore I do what I can do and
then get down on my knees
Cause I can't make it by my lonely,
Jesus help a nigga please
[Chorus] Yeah,
much love to
everybody doin time
Up in {?} state jail, you dig
Seem like soon as I'm findin'
happiness the joy's gone
Kickin' it with Steve Francis,
Mike Tyson and Roy Jones
I waited my whole life to be somebody
But now I've gotta get a visit
just to see somebody
I'm in this all white, reminscin' all night,
'bout my cousin Trans
Wreakin' havoc in this rap game,
so it's alright
Grandmother and my Auntie gettin'
everything they need
Trae's an angel in my eyesight,
a true friend in deed
While I'm waitin' for heaven,
I see hell and smell the flames
God send Abraham to quickly
snatch me from this pain
I don't really wanna die,
just need a, change of scenery
I done see too many killings just like
my vision is mean to me
And my eyes don't like
me, and my soul wanna leave me
I'm persecuted daily by my
friends it ain't easy
I do what I can do and then
get down on my knees
I have so many enemies, Lord would
you help me please
[Chorus]
Nigga fuck
Precinct Five,
nigga and fuck Officer Thornton Berry
Punk- ass bitches, uhh
Tryin' to survive for me,
is like chasin' the wind
You know you ain't never gon' catch it so
why bother lettin' yo' knees bend
I try to stay around some realness,
brothers and sisters holla if you feel this
If hurt and misery is who you chill with
Mo City my hood it forever be my block
Never thought I'd see the day it'd
hand me over to the cops
Where the love from my
homeboys, I love y'all too
I was the tugboat to ya problems
cause I drug y'all through
Just one question dawg,
how could you do me like that? I took your family in
I put some cash in ya pocket,
made you a man again
But now it's like you never
knew me
Wouldn't take the fall for y'all
so now y'all wanna do me
I made it up out the hood and I
ain't comin' back
Unless I'm brangin' Lil' Boss
to get a hundred sack
Nigga I'm gon' do what I'm gon' do
and then get down on my knees
And make a couple of G's, but in God name,
help a nigga to succeed
