I don't know why my life ain't stable,
so many ups and downs
It make a nigga dizzy,
trying to keep his feet on the ground
Feeling this pain daily,
too many times a day
Just wanna live,
not necessarily shine today
Losing my mind today,
I can't keep the tears from dripping
Thankful for Eugene my nigga,
for residency flipping
Ran a car into my own shit,
shouldn't I be glad
To be like Joe,
but have to lose everything 'fore I get it back
I can regain my stacks, my cars, my clothes
But my mama will never scratch my back,
before I go to sleep no more
I'm feeling crazy (just can't find the slack,
but fuck)
I can't move I know I'm not sleeping,
I'm woke, the devil's riding my back
I try to shake him, but he on me
Therefore my attitude is rude,
fuck friends leaving me for lonely
Sometimes I feel like the high,
is my only companion
So I stay running the drugs,
looking for understanding
I don't really wanna die,
just need a change of scenery
It don't matter where I go,
long as I'm blazing greenery
Blowing my wig back,
trying to deal with stress
So I don't go crazy,
a band on me put people to rest
I don't really wanna die,
just need a change of scenery
It don't matter where I go,
long as I'm blazing greenery
Blowing my wig back,
trying to deal with stress
So I don't go crazy,
a band on me put people to rest
I don't really wanna go,
that's why I ask Lord bless my soul
Had to stop hanging with hoes,
even some my kin folk
It's bad for my brain, bad for my blood,
bad for my people
That I wanted to show love,
see 'cause love's been lost
That's why I blaze up greenery,
and charge it to the cost
Baby I feel your pain,
like when the tears come down like rain drops
And it don't stop,
motherfuckers keep pulling the same spot
Trying to make you let loose,
until you drop
Them off the scenery,
doing something crazy
Wouldn't have to go through this shit if
there was another place to be
That's why I ride behind you a hundred percent,
my nigga it's Cl'Che
I smoke with you, ride with you,
make sure you make it through the day
Too much hate make a chick
wanna vacate off the scene
Get a lil' stash, live out your dream ha,
feel what I mean
Release the stress,
remember you blessed, smoke on
Live on and move on my nigga,
I'm in your zone
I don't really wanna die,
just need a change of scenery
It don't matter where I go,
long as I'm blazing greenery
Blowing my wig back,
trying to deal with stress
So I don't go crazy,
a band on me put people to rest
I don't really wanna die,
just need a change of scenery
It don't matter where I go,
long as I'm blazing greenery
Blowing my wig back,
trying to deal with stress
So I don't go crazy,
a band on me put people to rest
Seems like I was looking for love
in the wrong place
Attempting to put a smile on a long face
I couldn't beat it,
the D.A. had a strong case
So I'm like ready to burst this,
for a long stay
Back at the block after two and a half,
thinking my partnas got shit to show me
But they 'bout they paper capping,
acting like they don't know me
Thangs done changed,
I see I'm out here on my own
Got fronted a couple of packs,
and glad I'm all night long
But fellas started to get jealous,
'cause I grinded so much
I wouldn't have knew he had a beam,
if he didn't shine it so much
So when he came walking up on
me, I just capped and let it go
See I'm nervous by nature,
that means I'm dumping on you hoes
There was people looking for me,
plus I'm ducking the vice
On top of that, my people treat
me like a thief in the night
Sometimes I feel like my high
is my only companion
So I stay running the drugs,
looking for understanding
