Watching TV tired, bleeding on the bed
The milk has just expired,
I'm not quiet, you've been quiet,
just receiving what you said
Reeling, feeding, feeling filled
I see you as you see yourself
through all the books you read
and reali- zing the disease
You give me chills, I've had it with the drills
I'm nothing, you are nothing,
we are nothing with the pills
I am empty 'til she fills, alive until she kills
I'm the fish and she's my gills
I see you there rejecting
Protecting and dissecting
'til you've emptied every hour
and then we come under the shower
and you open like a flower
I wanted to see you naked,
I wanted to hear you scream
I wanted to kiss your skin
I wanted to be your woman
and I wanted to be your man
that you could understand
You give me chills, I've had it with the drills
I'm nothing, you are nothing,
we are nothing with the pills
I am empty 'til she fills, alive until she kills
I'm the fish and she's my gills
Well, I walked into your dagger
for the last time in a row
It's like trying to start a fire
You can't seem to hold me here,
So I can't find surrender,
can't seem to keep control
and then you want the outside in
and then you ask me not to spin
You say you wanna be alone
and then you want children
but then you want to be with him
You give me chills, I've had it with the drills
I'm nothing, you are nothing,
we are nothing with the pills
I am empty 'til she fills, alive until she kills
I'm the fish and she's my gills
