know how you just fuckin' up and leave me
Like I wasn't there for you
every time that you need me
I had to tell him he shouldn't need me,
baby
Said I ain't got that face
I just wanna know how you just
fuckin' up and leave me
Like I wasn't there for you
every time that you need me
I had to tell Umi and she
didn't even believe me
Need you to come back here and stay
so you could relieve me
I want you to know
Lord bro that you made me proud
I watch you turn yourself
to a grown man from a child
You ain't step foot in the street
cause that's something we ain't allowed
I still ain't accept the fact that you
gone it's gon' take a while
Staring at your body, racking that shit,
this shit made me weak
Tears dripping down my cheek
cause you here but
you couldn't speak
Stomach pains I couldn't eat,
whole life just feel incomplete
Left my heart out in the street,
ain't no getting back niggas beat
It'd be selfish to be mad,
cause I know you're back with your dad
Only thing I had,
so it'd be a lie to say I ain't sad
I've been doing bad,
if we could switch spots,
it'd make me glad
2 and 2 just wasn't getting me far,
I know I could add
Always kept you out the way,
you made sure you caught 8 -day
Now I got so much to say,
wonder if you're here when I pray
I just want another chance
to come to your game so you play
I've been out here run
ning straight,
but I'm acting like I'm okay
Really left me out here lost,
why the fuck is you in the coffin?
And I cry myself to sleep every night
Shit get exhaust and they say
I gained the angel
Reality is I lost him
Really got hope that you even
here when I'm talkin'
Mommy never gon' be right
Cry myself to sleep through the night
Know you here but out of sight
In the dark when we out of light
Wish I could swap my light
Be with my brother and hold him tight
You ain't call me in a while
When you ain't give me no advice
See me in a dream at least
I just wanna know you at peace
Watch your nephew and
your niece when they sleep
Kiss on they cheeks, I'm still in the street
Still lookin' forward to when we meet
Build relations with my king,
makin' sure Tae Kwon hit his feet
And my motivation, B,
is me thinkin' that you can see
It's just me and King,
still doin' what we know you agree
I know that you free, shit,
we just really miss you, my G
You just in a place
that I ain't never imagined you be
You made me cry and I don't cry,
got me arguin' with the sky
Questionin' the law,
I just need for him to tell me why
Say this shit a lie,
I ain't deserve to tell you goodbye
I'm a bad man,
cause this is shit happenin'
to a good guy
I told you that you couldn't come around,
I ain't mean to embarrass you
I love Mary Marmar,
cause I know that they cherish you
Couldn't throw the rose
on your casket,
I couldn't bury you
I was my best man, Paul Bearer,
I had to carry you
