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Verse 1
Dm
Gm
Dm
First
love,
I know you haven't forgiven me
For all the women I've seen
up in the Philippines
When I'm undipping jeans,
living like a libertine
Leaving you and the kids
at home alone,
missing me
I wasn't ready for all them responsibilities
For them long nights in them hotels,
it was killing me
But growing up,
I saw my own father cheating
And my mama crying,
so the cycle of repeating
I know my son,
he understands why I'm leaving
And I feel bad lying,
saying that I'm gone seeing
But his sister's too young
to get my reasons
A wrap her head around
all of the shit that she was seeing
But I was broke, so I never threw a dollar in
I disappeared,
I knew that you would provide for them
I wasn't there,
I wasn't there for guiding them
But I just wasn't ready to be a father yet
Gm
Dm
Gm
Dm
I'm sorry I wasn't
there to sing you lullabies
I'm sorry I never shared with you
this other side of me
But it was hard, I lived a double life
I took another wife, I gave you a sister
But I was never there enough
to claim that I missed her
And it was never fair to her
the way that I did her
And left you both without a father
for the sake of my mistress
I'm in Caracas, you blossom,
and now you're
The only thing that I taught you
is not to trust in men
And now you're single
and hostile
and I've been wondering
If I could be the reason
that you're not wanting the other sex
I wasn't ready for fatherhood, I'll admit it
For everything I did,
I promise you I regret it
Wish I could be the one
you walk into at your wedding
I'm a coward,
I won't ask for forgiveness
I gave you my pain too
You my first son,
it's a mistake that I shamed you
It's true, your birth wasn't expected,
but you were such a blessing
Now I'm the reason you angry
and you got such aggression
Never was a question of
whether you like me
It's whether you like it or not,
we livin' at high speeds
Women and nightly,
but here's a bit of advice
You die lonely or get rid of that vice
A child only sees the glamorous side
of a philandering life
But I know you saw the damage it caused
I'm sorry that you had to see me
put my hands on your mom
And I jetted and made her handle it all
Here's a man that was wrong,
a real man to be strong
and hold his family down
Not abandon his home
to chase some ass around
I understand that you've grown
and that you've passed it now
And that my chances of knowing
you all shattered now
I'm sorry
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