Notice, I hassle with,
I wrestle with anxiety
Knowing that certain things
I can't change about society
So I put this in my diary,
which I keep hid' inside of me
I'm silent empty handed
'Cause that life is not the way
that I planned it
Lost my mom and dad left me stranded
So I pained it
Felt abandoned even though my
gran' was handed all the hurt
'N' felt like I was just a burden
Closed the curtain I was naked
Started smokin' and drinkin',
tryin' to maintain restraint
I used to think that maybe Jane
would ease the pain
And lead the brain from wonderin' about
the rain that was thunderin'
'Till I was bumblin',
stumblin' with the beast,
Grumblin', stumblin' with the beast,
rumblin'
I was stumblin' with
the beast rumblin'
Yeah I saw you in adolescence
feeling depressed
Reflecting the evidence of stress,
rejection and disrespect by your facial expression
Deconcerning be erected for your mental
state of being in the situation so pressing
Distress was strongly spoken in
the voice of your eyes
A wounded soldier was the vision
incision with in my mind
Even if I was blind I felt your spirit like a
'graver's impression upon my soul
For the ministry of salvation
The circumstance you face is not
designed to be complacent in
God works in mysterious ways
and times and most serious days
Give your life to him and trust
in his spirit
Who'll be your guide and send his angels
surround you and battle when holy align
I will give
Super scientifical creature
from darkest caverns
Burning tables turning,
darker clothes moe's tavern
With a slew of archaic relics
that penetrate 'n' tell us
'N' Stop stop,
bomb shells from preachers who bin re leases
My deeses is pieces of puzzles
formulate bigger picture
With description underneath
informing who did the artwork
J- E- S, you know the rest though its
for most you can't attest
Blowing up any mines that frame
of ours cannot withstand yet
And what I see's some isletians some halfwit child,
some of it gleams
No longer hide and slew the shackles
their lives finished to live with jackals
Choose my flows but feel the blows
The Lord the shock or be the doe
By the bound don't hit
the ground
And that's profound see y'all around
I like to, like to, like to offer just a bit of advice
If ya spot superman on the block
don't pick a fight
'N' if ya want to cross o'er
never challenge intervention
If ya wrestle with God ya bring
a quest for ya hist.
Make a request – not mine
but thy will be done
Attach a conscious to examples
that was left by the son
And I pray against the day when strictly
fame is what I'm drinked in
And corner stones are built in I
no longer put my faith in
That's my greatest fear,
if I took that route
To feed the flesh until it's diesel
while the spirit fizzles out
I ran from God's elections
when I thought I could handle
With five nights to think
in the guts of sea mammals
