I changed my soul,
I changed my perfume too
But everyone can smell
that I have been with you
They're keeping their distance
with fake pity smiles
No one asks questions,
they know the answers for a while
Shame is the coat I put on,
and it smells like you
Am I wearing your old clothes?
Cause they feel so soft against my skin
But somewhere it's itching
And I don't know where to start
I wanna wash you away
I wanna make my self clean
But you're resting within me
So deep
Were we born together
Like family
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh
Can't tell being fooled
and starving from another
Can't tell being loved from
being used
Shame is a code, words for wear
We are hanging in the air
like worn out pairs of shoes
What you vow for is
gonna fall back onto you
But the addiction will always
stay my friend
Comfort pays the love
but I face it better than anyone
And I think I'm dying to
keep you alive
Cause when I'm starving
You're full but never satisfied
Oh how I wish that I could kill you,
like you've been killing me
We were born together, like a family
I'll fake it, tie it in, time to store dignity
I don't know, I don't know
When you tore apart my family tree
Then I burnt my roots
and waited for the rain
You stole my childhood
and I took your name
The mirror, my biggest sponsor,
she puts my hand points at me
So I button up and smile
and I say everything is fine
Everything is fine
Say details, I recall
I just don't know what is
important anymore
Sneaked up on me, like cowards do
And then you told me that
I look like a fool
Who came first?
You or me?
I don't know