If I could just find the words,
I wouldn't be left so lonely
If I could just find the words,
I wouldn't be left so lonely
Every time I think I got it, she drift away
She just straight turn around and walk on me
I try to spill out my heart,
like, you ain't giving me all that I need
All we do is argue over the phone,
one minute you want me here,
the next minute you want me gone
my heart can only take so much bruising
I'm a winner, I'm not used to losing,
so I wanna be the first to break up with you,
That's a lose -lose situation,
and I know there's a lot of hating
Cause our religions ain't the same,
and it only makes it harder
trying to pillage through the rain
And the feelings and the pain
just har bors and it strains
But it was more like a grudge,
Cupid sent through my heart,
The feelings could restart
I wouldn't be left so lonely
If I could just find the one
It's like you don't even care
I wanted to walk, you wanted to crawl
I was down for whatever, yo,
Talking about life and the creator,
Daytime we was in sex shops,
I'm whispering in your ear,
You pressing up on me, telling me do ya
Talking give me my space now
All on my space file, status in gal
Wow, that's what it is now
I still don't see how we got to this
I remember you saying stick with me
I know I said a lot of things
I don't fault you for this
What matters is the emotions
And love ain't always real love
Why can't I just speak love?