this apartment
I have kept myself for days
When I at the ceiling
while thoughts they never should
I'm wondering how
everything just fell apart
But now you're gone,
I don't know where I need to start
I hate me
But now my heart just falls apart
With these letters that unmarked
It's turned to sand and dirt
But now my heart just falls apart
With these letters that unmarked
It's turned to sand and dirt
It's 3am but still I wait for you to call
My eyes are heavy
but the light is on the wall
I wish I could turn back time
an d hold you in my arms
Wish I'd all the right things
an d never do you harm
Me
Well now my heart just falls apart
With these failures and our mark
We've jumped ascenders
Ah, ah, ah
But now my heart just falls apart
With these failures and our mark
We've jumped ascenders
Jumped ascenders
Jumped ascenders
We've jumped ascenders
Jumped ascenders
Jumped as cenders
I'm sitting here watching,
with these old photographs,
the two of us,
and all the letters and little
notes you still write.
can see those words cut like a knife now,
and I can't believe you're gone.
If only you would come,
just to say hello,
and say I wish you would come, say hello.
Why had it been me?
But now my heart just falls apart
With these prayers that are marked
Returnsender
Re turnsender
RETURNSENDER!