you try to run from this shit
It's like it's always—, always one step ahead of you,
Every time I try to run—, run,
it pulls me back even harder
Sometimes I just feel like I gotta
give in just to feel alright again)
Rap heavyweight, I'm talking sumo
But the shit done broke my heart,
No pseudo, heard the name
You don't know if I got a gun
Big steppa, big 40 on my hip flexor
My need for revenge is like
Just on a pill and tryna numb the feeling
So I pop another pill and chop
Fuck a hero I got zero feelings
I lived long enough to see myself
VMAs, this shit in my DNA
I got a lot of shit that I need to say
So why the fuck I always hold it in?
Walls closing in, ah shit, here we go again
I'm feeling trapped like my origin,
Let me get a Hennessy or a gin
Lying to my self, avoiding real facts
I been on this track runnin' real laps
Anxiety kicking in, I can't relax
I been on this track running
It hit my system, I know I feel that
I know what these bitches do
Success is really misconstrued
No class, yo as s must have graduated
I get it really, shit is cool
I'm just slippin' through
Dancing to a different tune,
driving in a different lane
I was round for you but you switched
and now this shit just changed
Picture this, you couldn't even fit
I'm sick of this, most your favorite
idols is the biggest lames
never sold a ticket for the biggest stage
But I become the biggest villain
I used to pray for different days
The IRS came for me like my name
That's the reason why my book
I guess we'll see in the end
Although I love it, I'ma leave it again
I don't trust it, I'm like fuck it, dawg,
I promise you never see me again
