you were always around it
And my thoughts, they're empty,
unless I'm thinking about you again
Your voice and your smile
Keeps the pain inside my mind
And I miss the glare when
I don't even fall asleep I
Wonder if you ever feel the same
I can't even go to church
Ask about you when it hurts
I tell my friends I'm gonna be okay
Maybe I'm just winnin' pride
God knows I can win this fight
I'm getting through the pain, pretend
I'm tellin' everyone I'm fine
I'm happy now that you ain't mine
But how could I be happy again
we stayed up and we fought
I remember by the chapel,
we kissed and it was magical
No, this ends up hurting me too
I don't even fall asleep,
I can see you in my dreams
Wonder if you ever feel the same
I can't even go to church,
ask about you and it hurts
I tell my friends I'm gonna be, okay
Maybe I'm just way too bright
Y 'all knows I can win this fight
I'm getting through the pain, pretend
I'm telling everyone I'm fine
Happy now that you ain't mine
But how could I be happy again?
And when all this ends, play pretender
Oh, till all this ends, I'll play pretend
Oh, till all this ends, I'll play pretend