I've been talking to the voice in my head,
Making me think I'm not good enough,
making me think I'm not like the rest
I got everything that I wanted but
lately I'm feeling so empty
I never would think about stopping but
lately it's feeling so tempting
Drowning in all of my fear,
drowning in all of my problems
Everyone thinking I'm perfect,
really I think that I'm fallin'
I know I got millions of plays,
but wonder if music my callin'
But I've been workin' too long,
now I just feel like I'm all in
Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out,
My anger I take it out all on my bank account,
Nobody told me that it would all
end up just being this way
I'm keeping my head up I know that I'm
Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
I just hold it all in my mind
I know one day that I'm gon' shine
But 'til then I feel like I'm
Feeling like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm all alone
Waiting 'til that feeling gone
every night just to slow my mind
Feeling like I'm all alone
I know that it's bigger than
Know that they checking on me
When they be goin' through struggles
I know that they listen to me
Tryna help 'em hold it all together
I'm thinking way back to the start
The reason I got into music and all that I wanted
was helping out people and keeping it honest
Can't let it stop me no more
Built it all up from the floor
They gon' talk about me when I'm gone
I can't leave 'em all without
What they gonna think about me if I settle
down and never finish giving my story
I don't wanna look back in time thinking 'bout
the shine that was meant to be for me
I gotta stick to the plan
I got a lot on my shoulders but it can't be
changing the man that I am
Know that I'm meant to do bigger things
on a bigger level living bigger dreams
Hard times but I gotta grind till the day
Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
I just hold it all in my mind
I know one day that I'm gon' shine
But 'til then I feel like I'm
Feeling like I'm on my own
Feeling like I'm all alone
Waiting 'til that feeling gone
every night just to slow my mind
Feeling like I'm all alone
