Since a baby I was scared,
wont let 'em take me under
spittin' out them hundreds
In the streets I found there wasn't no
They wanna see me in the wall
Them monsters tryna take me out
Used to have trust don't know what
it still don't matter to them
Left a couple in the past but they
Caught a couple charges but I had to do it
How I'm a bad influence when I put some
hope up in these niggas' hearts?
I was rumblin' in that jungle
I was workin' a nine- to- five
But now I made it out the struggle
Remember sellin' my mama pills
Trey and Lester stuck to me like glue
up in tears seein' Kortlen on the news
My heart black like a crow
and I can't make it redder
I could talk to Gee right now,
it still wont make it better
I broke a lot of people hearts,
I wish that I could heal 'em
A lot people rubbed me wrong
and I cannot forgive them
