I've been walking on eggshells
Falling right through the cracks
Try to make a home, sweet home
From crumbling bricks and broken
It's gonna be a long night
You always say I'm old but you got no right
I won't be the one who gives in
Not this time, not this time
Went to bed with a promise
I woke up with naked lies
All the ups and downs, round and round
It's time for me to start this ride
I'll be the one who gives in
Not this time, not this time
Why do you love to make me cry?
It's the lowest kind of high
It doesn't make you stronger
I have forgiven this and I tried
But something died inside
I won't do that any longer
It's gonna be a long night
I won't be the one who gives in
Not this time, not this time