me inside of me I'm trying
I can see the fire in my eyes
I'll admit a part of me is dying
But nobody could ever feel
the pain stuck in my mind
And I don't really know ya
I been killing everybody in
Fuck their feelings I don't want
The love is dead and they not my homie
Tryna see it all eye to eye
But I can't do that cuz they all below me
Full of pain I don't want the pills
I wipe my tears with the dollar bills
I done talked to like all my demons
They told me not to hide how I feel
I'm better off without any talking
Every grudge that I ever started
Heard the reaper he been calling
Fighting back and I been stalling
I ain't ready for that time yet
Cuz I got a lot left to accomplish
Fighting me inside of me I'm trying
I can see the fire in my eyes
I'll admit a part of me is dying
But nobody could ever feel the pain
And I don't really know ya
I been killing everybody in
Fuck their feelings I don't want
Got a lotta new burned bridges
I don't care cuz I don't miss 'em
Better off being by myself
Cuz they never been in my own position
Lotta talking they got opinions
But none of them have got my experience
10 years I been doing this
So why the fuck would I wanna hear 'em
Back to working on every song
Putting hours in and they paying off
Can't forget when I started out
Cuz I'm here today could be
Fuck the trends I'm here to stay
No I'm not a puppet I won't obey
Anybody with an open hand
Cuz l see the fakes from a mile away
Fighting me inside of me I'm trying
I can see the fire in my eyes
I'll admit a part of me is dying
But nobody could ever feel the pain
And I don't really know ya
I been killing everybody in
I been carrying the weight
Fuck their feelings I don't want