No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
I just wanna know how I'm defeated
Stability is I just lay right in
But a slight chance for you to know
In other words, I call it faith
All my lives always so twisted
Here I am, three in the morning
Loaded gun, it's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
A trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
Everything's speeding up this evening
Left me far behind this time
Barely staying, staying daily days
I just need a high to erase the feelings
I can feel they want me to
Another day, I feel so wrong
Paralysis invades my body
But I no longer have no bellyache
Load the gun, it's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
fame and excitement slowly faded
Watch it go by, nearly sane
Now I know, barely staying
Fall to pieces to be a grain
I can feel this day, my heart
Staring at what comes alive
I just want to know what's lacking
Sinking afloat, it's a burning thirst
Just on my own, just on your own
Trying to find the voice beneath this
Load the gun , it's not much fun
No matter how it's turning out
The trigger shines, a finger slides
I feel the blood beneath my skin
everything's speeding up this evening
Left me far behind this time, now I know
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