What if the hunger was miss
in'? What if the passion was gone?
If we're truthfully speakin',
never saw it lastin' this long
If the words didn't rhyme,
what would I do for a livin'?
But I've been dead for so long, I figure
They only see the effects,
never pay no mind to the cause
My thinking is so complex, implicit,
What if everybody was real and I wasn't
The moral in that is so priceless just
cause I know what it costs
damn near every problem, I had it
I com bat it, problematic,
every problem of an addict
But that's just the way the cards fell
Fuck this shit, only regret that I have
I mean they all tried to kill me,
none of them were successful
A few I knew for some years,
some never met me and tried
But you can't kill nothin'
I live my own way, own way,
I'm just livin' my own way, own way,
They can't remove my heart,
my soul might take it's toll
That's how it feels to be immortal
That's how it feels to be immortal
That's how it feels to be immortal
And now I'm feelin' like Steven
when he was up in that hospital
Nigga shot him nine times,
they got him thinkin' illogical
Crippled, feelin' immortal,
he cheated death, he unstoppable
He just want that revenge,
nigga, feel like dying's impossible
They want me to regress like I
ain't been through the worst
Instead of me bein' blessed,
they want me pinned in that dirt
If you knew me in the past
you would think my winning's deserved
They never noticed my path
and all the sins I did first
Both my parents did drugs,
see they put them syringes to work
And I carry that same exact gene,
but I never mention I'm cursed
Those prescriptions were murder,
I blame it all on that nurse
She started my relapse way back,
I developed a thing for them percs
Fuck this shit, only regret that
I have is ever bein' regretful
Them fuckin' pills tried to kill me,
none of them were successful
I close my hands on my knees,
send these words to the sky
You can't kill nothin' that's ready to die,
Say I live my own way, own way,
I'm just livin' my own way,
own way, like I can't die
They can't remove my heart,
my soul might take it's toll
That's how it feels to be immortal
That's how it feels to be immortal
That's how it feels to be
See I'm so self destructive,
hurt anyone that come near
was always one of her fears
Hurt her so much in the past,
I'm supposed to be healin' her
she say that it's only killin' her
Now she say she can't watch it,
Promised her I would stop it,
just go hide when I pop it
It's a shame we can never be the same,
How can I tell you I'm nowhere near
finished from bein' suicidal?
just some nigga that smelled like me
Fuck like you stuck by some nigga
You watched me lose weight,
you just waited there helplessly
You just offerin' help to me,
I just dissed the shit selfishly
When you left, I condemned you,
really I should commend you
Not for havin' that in you,
but for havin' the strength to
I make amends to you now,
you shouldn't have seen me that high
I killed you when you wasn't ready to die
Say I live my own way, own way,
I'm just livin' my own way,
own way, like I can't die
They can't remove my heart,
my soul might take it's toll
The air I breathe and the ground below
But no way, no way, let 'em all try
That's how it feels to be immortal
That's how it feels to be
