I put
you high,
on a pedestal,
you had nowhere to climb
I blamed myself on no one else
I placed you much too high
You were a man, just a living man
I treated you like a saint
On every, every,
every time I see your face
I feel weak and I feel faint
I know,
I know that's why you had to come
That's why you had to fall
I tried so hard to change
I tried to rearrange you
So I hate myself
I blame myself for loving you
And I want you to stay
But you're fading away
This time, this time,
we're really through
To keep you, I cried and begged
I'd force you to come around
Oh, remember the time
I played with your mind
Pretending to commit suicide
If I had been you
I'd quit me too
For the things, the many things
I put you through
Trying too hard to keep your love
Was the thing that made me lose
A real woman acts like me
Sometimes I desperately
But men don't appreciate this
They cross you off their list
So I hate myself
Blame myself for loving you
And I want you to stay
But there ain't no way I'll leave you,
spend you
To someone new
And I, I hate myself,
I hate myself for loving you
And I hate myself,
I hate myself for lov ing you
And I, I hate myself
Thank you.