when I know that the world
At 10 a .m. I wake up late
I plague with thoughts of yesterday
I try to slow my mind a bit
But I don't even give a shit
I feel I do this all the time
It's just another stupid lie
I tell myself to pass the time
And try to find a reason why
And when I make it to my window
I see the world pass me by
I ask myself what I'm doing here
When I know that the world
Can't you see when I try to survive
Can't you see, so tell me why
I've got to live with this lie
I don't want to live in this lie
So I stand up like I really care
I say just what you want to hear
Maybe then you'll go away
But you still come another day
Just give me time to think a bit
But all I think is crazy shit
Should I just call and check myself
But how could it get better,
when it's not getting better now
How can I be happy later,
when I can't be happy now,
when don't even know what's right?
Can't you see, when I try to survive
Can't you see, so tell me why
I don't wanna live in this life,
Don't wanna live in this life,
