I hope I didn't let you down
Cause it's too late to make
You've lived a hundred lives before me
So self -involved to think
that I could hold that weight
Like a mother to them all
With your arms stretched open wide,
I hope you hear that heaven's call
I hope they're letting you
You look good like I remember,
with all that sunshine on your face
I let you sit there without talking,
you let me sit there in your shade
Let me dream about the future
And all the plans we had to make
I hope I'm wrong about the af ter
And these are not your final days
Who said I'm frightened but I couldn't
I'm scared of dying, I couldn't,
Someone said it's waiting,
I didn't have a heart, so I lied
The world will go on spinning
Another day, another scene
And I'll be left with just a memory
And yesterday will be a dream
I'll be looking out there for you
Where all they see is empty sky
The space you left reminds me
That we don't have to say goodbye
I could've said I was crying, but I couldn't
I scared of dying I could
Didn't have the heart, so I lied
Just another saint to cry