I am secretly in love with
Everyone that I grew up with
I can't get down any farther
All my drowning friends can see
Now there is no running from it
It's become the crux of me
I wish that I could rise above it
Bats and buzzards in the sky
Hide among the younger viewers
Huddle with them all night long
The worried talk to God goes on
I sincerely tried to love it
Wish that I could rise above it
Can I stay here? I can sleep on the floor
Paint the blood and hang the
Oh, everyday I start so great
Less I look the more I see the
Do not know what's wrong with me
