You know what today I'm pissed
off with you
'cos you've been acting childish t
When the fuck are you gonna grow up
man and stopping having these fights with me
Deep down I know were cool sometimes I wonder
would really give a fuck if you were six feet under
I look at you as a friend but when
it comes down to it its blatant
Me and you ain't tight like the way you
are with Jason
And you don't listen to me like
the way you listen to him
That makes me think that you don't respect
me that's how the dissin' begins
Every time we meet were at each others
throats like a couple of bitches
I hate the way you try and go on, like
a fuck that's some thick shit
I know one day you'll sort
yourself out cos you ain't stupid
I just hope that, that day ain't that far away cos
my life's moving at a fast rate
Picking up pace heading towards the right place
I don't wanna leave you behind
But I could feel my heart change
'cause as everyday goes by
I start to realize who my friends are
If your one of them, prove it
Fix up
Once again my friend you managed
to rattle someones cage
But for once it ain't mine yo,
this time it's Dave's
Fuck me I thought we were bad
but you and him are worst
Falling out over petite shit like women,
weed and birds
Talking about how if you never saw each
other again it would be too soon
I cant really talk though cos sometimes
I feel that way too
I'm just glad that me and you
have sorted out our differences
Now we can finally be on the level
as you like to put it just settled
So hows your life man,
lately you seem really down
What's it like living on that
council estate in south
I know you got that big fuck of dog to protect
you but that ain't your man or
Man what's wrong with your head dude
the way you got one blood,
You need to be careful,
ay don't give me that shit 'bout it being all cool
Just be careful
Look I gotta go when your in the ends next
make sure you check me
Alright bruv cool see you next week
Today I'm fucking distraught,
I'm beside myself I cant stop crying man
Neither can no one else cos
today I got a call from Greg
And the first thing he said was hey b your not gonna
believe this man but Tony's dead
And at first I didn't,
then I heard the tone in his voice,
And I knew he was serious so
I didn't have a choice
And suddenly it hit me and
I went silent lost for words
As I listened to him describe how you died I
felt this surge of overwhelming sadness
The fucking bastards why they have to
kill you man its madness
I keep picturing your face
its the first time I seen you
Scared as I imagine you
dropping from the balcony
And you falling through the air
I don't know whether you fell trying to
escape or whether you was pushed off
But whatever they did it was enough to
get you more than shook up,
All I know is they turned up at your flat
whilst you were sleepin'
And seriously intended on
giv ing you a beating
That bitch you lived with must ave
had something to do with it
As well she wanted you out of her yard
Why the fuck else would that dog
of yours be locked in another room
I find it far too convenient that
slag must ave knew
That they was coming to
do you something bad
I can't take this it's driving me mad I just
can't believe your gone I never felt this sad
T I fuckin' love you man
Now that your gone don't think
we'll ever be the same
Your death was a tragedy
in every kind of way
I can't comprehend
all the time we wasted
On being angry at each other in
stead if just getting along,
It's wrong and it reminds me of how
you left it last with Dave,
'cause when you died we didn't
see his arse for days
And those days turned to
months
And now those months have turned
to years for me to be exact
'cause still were holding back the tears
I said we haven't seen Dave for
your years but we have
Except it ain't really him 'cause the David
we knew would never take crack or heroine
Hit him hard just like it did with Jason,
You and him were like brothers and in
his heart lies and empty space
'cause you'll never be replaced
And we all feel the same
What we have is love and respect
when someone mentions your name
So know this just before I hang up the
line for the last time
We love you
And your forever on our minds
