Forgive me God,
for I have forsaken thee
I'm not gonna say that it's the
devil that's makin' me
Do what I do (huh), the things
that I've done (huh)
Just because I'm young,
and it's all for fun
I never really thought about the
consequences (but what)
But ever since Eazy died,
I said "Now I'ma listen"
Yay, though I walk through
the valleys of death
I open my eyes, they droppin' like flies,
my last breath
Might get snatched, taken,
broke down I'm shaken
Shaken by that shit that's breakin'
Down your nervous system
So, if you're nervous listen
Kissin' cousins die by the
dozens (uh- huh)
Because I like good lovin'
will I burn in a oven
Fiery furnace
'Cause some times the yearn gets,
uh
Tempting so I yield into tempta
tion (uh, uh)
Intoxication mixed with fornication
Face the nation,
face the revelation the ending
Will I be caught up in the rapture
Or will I be left behind because what
I'm caught up in got me captured
Amazin' Grace (could what?), could save
a wretch like me (for what?)
But a wretch like me feels that Hell is
already my destiny (why?)
Because I messed with
he (who?), him
He who sends them
The demons
I see 'em schemin' amongst
my dreamin'
They tell me he awaits (what?), sud
denly I awake (what?)
I got a funny feelin' it
won't be long before
He takes (uh- huh) my soul that was
the deal all for mass appeal
Dollar dollar bill,
now my fate seems sealed
The nails in the coffin,
he's coughin'
I'm lookin' through my iris
To see if he's got the virus,
uh
Paranoia starts to sink in, ha
Deranged thoughts start to blink in (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
And out of my mind playin'
tricks on me
Sufferin' with suicidal tendencies,
since ten plus three (amen, amen, amen, amen)
On bended knee, I ask what's intended for me
'cause I can't cope (amen, amen, amen, amen)
Some tellin' me I ain't shit, some tellin' me I ain't got no hope (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
Ha, confessions of a young
girl stressin'
Sittin' alone sweatin', burnin' ci garettes into my flesh (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
Not knowin' where I'm going,
can't understand why I came
I can't stand the rain,
so I'm self inflictin' pain
Gotta get a grip (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
Gotta hold on a little tighter to
the end of this rope
Before I slip into insanity
Lost within calamity (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
Forgive me for I know not what
I do but what I've done
I confess with my tongue
To you
He who created Heaven and Earth,
but still I'm still confused (amen, amen, amen, amen)
I don't know what to do
Is there some way that You
Could just clear my visions
Can't see You with false
prophets and religions
But I'm driven to find the force that keeps me livin' (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
But if and I might be mistaken
They tell me I'll be held ac
countable and fried like bacon
But wait, when I didn't ask to come here
(uh- uh) (amen, amen, amen, amen)
Why is this all unclear? (Uh- huh)
I can't understand it (uh- uh), it
all seems unfair (uh)
They tell me not to question God,
but the question is (amen, amen, amen, amen)
Will I make it to live another day
'cause times get hard
So you tell me to believe,
have the faith of a mustard seed
Ask and I shall receive
And you're all I need
Indeed, this may be true
(amen, amen, amen, amen)
I'm tryna find my link to You
But, for all the things I do, I might not even make it through (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
Because we're all born in sin,
so nine times out of ten
We all gonna die in sin,
same thing all over again
But, I don't wanna fry God,
I don't even wanna die
So many tears I cry,
so many years I try
I know I've done wrong, I know I sing the same ol' song (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
But truly I seek a righteous way,
that'll lead me to be strong
In spirit and mind, body and soul
Deliver me from evil, make me whole
God take control (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
Before it's too late,
before You turn me over to a reprobate mind
Before You cast me in a lake
of fire with my kind
Sinners, for I am a sinner, I confess
I pray You forgive me and do bless (amen,
amen, amen, amen)
My soul to the very end
This I ask God forgive me