so would I reap
Sometimes I weep, I barter my feet
Protecting myself from the
devil and in dustry
Niggas, it's not a rollout of mystique
This for my niggas that's
bigger than streets
Man, fuck it, one day you'll be bigger than
me
This for my niggas that's
waiting to pop it
It's taking too long, feel like counting sheep
All of my niggas
that's waiting on someone
And hear that lil' rap, but hear that one beat
All of my niggas that know that they
should've been paper
Said, fuck it, I'll do it for free
This one, my niggas afraid of commitment
They never seen left eye chili, but creep
This one,
my niggas that know they got wifey at home
But it's somethin' bout bustin' it free
I'm bein' too hon est,
I'm takin' a chance
Feel like my honesty made me a man
I got way past all the lil' shit with my daddy
I see him today, shakin' his hand
I ain't like none of these rappers,
I was preachin' that
Any shit, I was broke like you,
bro, take the advance
Nigga ain't nobody,
independent anyway
Take care of your fam
Man, my nig gas ain't seen what I seen
My own momma ain't
know what I be
N***a ain't nobody think I see 16
Now they pay me to rap 16's
N***a I came from
my ways with that piss
Knew a whole lot of bloods
on the blocks from the crips
Now I'm parkin' outside the
garage full of whips
Now a n***a doin' skincare
shit with that bitch
Prayed for a sling, spark when I wink
Back when my plug used
to bargain me
Shake, I put all in this art
Then I caught me a wave like
Nas
With the fade, couldn't fall for a thing
Salted my wounds, I
was caught in the rain
Treated like
VC, charged to the game
Rose from my home with a hole,
left a mold on my soul
That I stole to the bowl of a cane
It was wishin' I fell
I threw coins in a well
Talkin' to
God about change,
rules, nickel and diamond
Penny for thoughts, but my mind
is tryna get outta the cage
Outta the way, outta the city,
they tell me it's filled with envy and hate
Can't concentrate in survival states,
stay the same till the
G finally turn to a range
Pray for our sleep, sow what I reap,
we rose from the creek
I need all flies before I leap, I need protection,
power, and a peace
Don't be afraid, created a
G -O -D, my niggas
ain't know what I seen
Niggas ain't know what to think when
they saw what's me
Hoppin' out the
Grey
Jeep,
Grand
Cherokee is sweet
The taste of revenge, the way we gon' spin,
no makin' amends
Don't pass that hoes to
make me a man
Ain't how it start,
it's about how it ends
So when or whenever that day come
And they say, we're going to win
Stand over me and kiss my cheek
Hug my friends, until we be the end
Pray while I sleep, trauma reside
Heart in a bind, starving to shine
Signed a big deal back in 2021
Don't watch how the money scarred
all of my guys
Ego inflated, walking with pride
Like closing a laundry, got washing to tie
Never had shit, so when management
fucked up the bread
It was nuts watching all us divide
Woman I used to be with, I'm neglected
Bet me to change, always decline
Woman I'm currently with is a lesson,
she forced me to face all my problems inside
Partner in jail, couldn't send bail,
bank full of money and subtly dry
Telling my mama I'm finna be straight to her shore,
but truth is she know that I'm not
Tried to reconnect with niggas I lost in the blaze,
was treated as if I was slime
Reflecting on who I became in
the midst of the war,
PTSD on my mind
Saving the world without saving yourself from destruction,
the reason why most niggas die
I wanna make sure next time niggas slide out to
the crib, I got things I can actually provide
This for the niggas preparing to climb,
this for the niggas ain't scared of the grind
Accepting your failures versus
running away from the hoes
Is the difference and if you survive
Praying for people who gave me forgiveness
I pray for the people who pray I get lined
Pray when it's over we
all get to link at the gates
And patch up what we lost while alive for
sure
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