these letters, guidance, reminders
about the things that keep me awake
I should probably be asleep
I've always been expecting
someone else to be there for me
At some point I was realizing that I am never
gonna be able to forgive myself
If I go on with my life like this
my way to escape the unhappiness
I felt my sins through my skin
I'm ready for salvation, not falling down
With these thoughts I keep wearing
All my life, I've kept on waiting
I found what I came looking for
I won't let, I will never let the past
come between me and my happiness
At this point I realize that I am never
gonna be able to forgive myself
If my life is gonna end up like this
Then I cannot dream a single dream anymore
I keep wondering what is wrong with me
I felt my sins through my skin
I'm ready for salvation, not falling down
With these thoughts I keep wearing
All my life, I've kept on waiting
Can't you see, we should not grieve
We all need a brand new beginning
Trying so hard, to save my soul
You must be desperate where you are
Or at least afraid of, what I've become
I must be dead, in a way, while I lie
Or at least I'm terrified of what I had done
I shouldn't be, I shouldn't be,
I felt my sins through my skin
I'm ready for salvation, not falling down
With these thoughts I keep wearing
All my life, I kept on waiting
Can't you see, we should not grieve
We all need a brand new beginning
Trying so hard, to save my soul
I keep writing to myself,
these letters, guidance, reminders
about the things that keep
when I should probably be asleep
