What if I told you that I got sober?
That I got that tattoo off my shoulder
That I'm strong again, I'm fun again
What if you saw me, what if you hate me?
What if I'm failing? Or mentally ill?
Would you let me in? Would you let me in
I told you that my whole life,
could have sworn I would die young
My last words, 22 years on my tongue
I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
You know that I spend long nights
brain fried, talking too much
I'm a booze-bag, do-bad, burnout, dead drunk
Yeah, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
It's not your fault that my brain is vacant
That the world is trash and my dumb ass
just got completely wasted
You washed your hands of all my sins,
Sometimes I hate it, my lack of patience
How sometimes love feels like a noun
in some new foreign language
And now my heart is bent and worn so thin,
I told you that my whole life,
could have sworn I would die young
My last words, 22 years on my tongue
I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
You know that I spend long nights
brain fried, talking too much
I'm a booze-bag, do-bad, burnout, dead drunk
Yeah, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
So if you look back and you hate my past
Just know I'm doing everything that I can
I'm doing everything that I can
And if you look back and can't stand my ass
I swear I'm doing everything that I can
I'm doing everything that I can
I told you that my whole life,
could have sworn I would die young
My last words, 22 years on my tongue
I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
You know that I spend long nights
brain fried, talking too much
I'm a booze-bag, do-bad, burnout, dead drunk
Yeah, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck