thank you for the food that I'm about to receive
May it nourish my body and
keep my mind at ease
But as far as my soul,
I've been meanin' to holla at ya
And I know you've been busy with
niggas steady trying to catch it
Got to get something off my
mind for a while
Cause when problems start to pile
it gets kinda hard to smile
But I'll keep my head up and try
to hold on until my kids all grown
I know one day that could
be me lying there to hurt
So I hope for the best,
for path of the worst
Swear an d I curse but really
there's no harm done
Just having fun with the some
who want to take it and run
I left the life of looting and
thieving and shit
Because my friends and my family
leaving me quick
It seems everything is happening without me,
no one trying to stay sane, but vain as shit, it's got me
Going crazy and feeling
like I'm feeling fine
It's gonna be alright and
everything's gonna be alright
I'm going crazy and feeling
like I'm feeling fine
It's gonna be al right, alright, alright
It's hard to keep away from sin,
but you know I try
And hopefully I'll get
it together before I die
Thinking a drink can ease
my pain and tough luck
But when I finish it just leaves
me drained and fucked up
I call my folks to tell them how I feel
Before I get to speak they tell
me someone else got killed
Slowly but surely they're
going one at a time
I wish you could rewind and show
them some kind of sign
I realize I put my life on the
line just being born
Gotta get up, get out,
no time to be snoring
You just play with the cards I'm dealt
And if I lose, I won't blame nobody else
Cause it's all about sur vival
And the strongest survive
But even the strongest
won't make it alive
Cause death sleeps up from behind
Well I just know it
And just the thought of it
has got me going
I'm crazy
I'm like I'm feeling fine
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
I'm going crazy
We are living on a seesaw,
and when we fall, it hurts
We can't get up from the dirt like
Vlado
You got a different number picked daily
Here one day and gone the next,
it's shit crazy
Now I gotta work on getting
my brain back together
Be ready for whatever,
rain and bad weather
Had never seen so many dark clouds around
A lot of strange looks and
smiles turn to frowns
Maybe one day it'll all make sense
When everybody's chillin' on
that other side of the fence
But, but now I just leave it up to the keeper
Be thankful for what he gave
me till I smoke some reefer
Set all my problems aside for a few
Before I lose my cool,
do something I don't wanna do
Because the same frustrations
frequently flow
And all I need is the strength to
keep me from going crazy
I'm going crazy!
I'm feeling like it's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be alright
I'm going crazy!
I'm feeling like it's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna
be alright
Goin'
Just goin'
I'm goin' crazy, I'm goin' crazy I'm goin' baby,
things gonna be alright
I'm goin' crazy,
feelin' like I'm feelin' fine
It's gonna be al right
I'm come up on my knees
And I'm gonna be alright