Now I done felt a lot of pain,
and I done seen a lot of things
Struggling and broken hearts,
fancy cars, ooh, yeah
And even though my money changed,
I try my best to stay the same
But you're not with my money,
my problems came
But if I, I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
Cause I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes
And now I know he's watching me
He's watching me
In ATL I got a case
And the media tried to say
I had a habit I couldn't manage
And I'm throwing my life away
But everything ain't what it seems
Just because it's on TV
Cause they speculate and exagger
ate for a better story
If I had to do it all again,
I wouldn't take away the rain
Cause I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again,
I've learned so much from my mistakes
That I know I'm sorry
Yo, I came up in a grimy environment
Drugs and court cases,
raised in violence
Everywhere I turned,
I had the right to remain silent
In the mix, I got high
Smokin' lil' hoes and
the judge on the side
But I was still fly, writin' rhymes
Neighborhood beefs caused me to see
Had me humble myself to a degree
But I still caught three lil' hoes
and I gave it back
The moments of can it be,
I know God recorded that
That's how clear it gets,
through my experience
Take what I did and give it back,
y be serious
Going through my hell in
them painful trials
That's what made me the dapper
that I am right now
Only one man can judge me,
he in back of the clouds
And I hope he forgive me
what I did to them towns
I had the newspaper
shooting me down with scrutiny
I can't change how I live my life,
I'm here to make it so
I everything that happened,
happened for a reason
And one man's forever
might be God's season
Been in love so deep,
it was hard for me to breathe
The new somebody named me,
it was hard for me to see him
I would talk freedom,
but don't know if I was walking it.
You can find love
and quickly get lost in it
I fostered it knowing I'd be
there for a while
learning to be a man,
but loving like a child
Somehow my life y 'all
became my brain
Heartbreak and pain
started to say my name
the game of fame and love
stopped playing with me
people asked me
Did you see a pregnant on TV
when that rain came?
I tried to maintain as it rinsed me now.
I ain't the same man father or MC
I see where God sent me loud and clear,
if not for the smiles and tears,
I wouldn't be here again.