Sittin', reminiscing of this addiction
Hard to mention, must be written,
I've had it since I was ten
I thought it would go away,
then I quenched my thirst
Demons coerce, pressure builds,
So I give in, it's perverse
Thought it would make me feel better
now I sick for this endeavor
An d see those excuses are true
and they gain no traction
When I do it with my walk,
I'm back sliding, Michael Jackson
And walk as if I signed the back
You quit for a month, spirit man,
My wife left me, I got de pressed,
Listen, addiction driven by ad verse
circumstance while in addiction
I just wanna be a hoodman
But these addictions got me
I find it hard to be a hoodman
No more food, high cholesterol, calories,
hypertension, obesity, diabetes.
The doctor told me how high was my A1c.
getting sick and be ing greedy.
It's gluttony, even if I am hungry.
of hunger's only hurting me, certainly.
Some get surgery, sanely, mainly.
It's no secret service, languidly.
because of burgers and fries,
Surprise shouldn't be glut
15 Oreo cookies, M &M's, Kit Kats.
Fact, you eat more than you work out,
Breakfast, lunch, and dinner come,
act like I don't know that.
Oh, I just want to be a human.
But these addictions got me,
I find it hard to be a man, Lord
I don't know why I do it,
why can't I be a man, Lord
Drug addiction, one addiction,
any addiction is an affliction
Cigarette addiction is one
My grandma died from that,
you really dead when you start
It's quite simple, your body is a temple
But treat it like your property,
don't treat it like a rental
I fight myself every day,
I'm no longer wanting to be this way
Addiction has been my way,
I'm holding my self for a man
God will not promote this fucker's soul
Righteousness must maintain,
understand long as it's not dreams
I cannot obtain addictions
There's no other way around it
If we could, maybe we would
The flesh is up to no good
I just wanna be a good man
But these addictions got me
I find it hard to be a good
Please help me be a good man.
I don't know why I do it.
Why can't I be a good man?
